Bonny Read @BonnyRead@lewd.town

Apparently I've been loving myself too much, because my hands are beginning to give in.

And no, I've not done it excessively for any non-disabled person, but... 😭

When someone's like "You have a lewd alt?" and I'm like, well... Kinda?

o/

Wait what, I ran out of fuck buddies tonight?

🤷‍♀️

This date was incredibly cognizant of that, and would not do anything unless I was very clear that I wanted it.
It took almost all night but I did get a chance to taste him, I want more. And I got to touch myself while he was looking, and also touching me in other places.
Was more like I got commanded to touch myself. It was hot.
I'd say it was an okay first date.

Ask me in text, no problem, but ask me face to face and I'll squirm.
I had a few times already said that I didn't know what my mind wanted, because I didn't. My body almost always goes for sex. I'm still unlearning some of that. As in just because my body is physiologically ready to get out on, doesn't mean my mind agrees and I'll regret it later.

Meet this dude for the first time. We'd been talking for close to two months, and he knew I was having a rough day pain wise, and some other stuff.
He thought we'd agreed to not have sex, I didn't even know we'd discussed it. 😅
I'm notoriously bad at saying what I want, and this night I didn't really know what I wanted.

Change of plans I just found out.
At least I'm still meeting one of them.

I'm so excited.
I've wanted to see him for a while, and helped speed things along that my friend knew him.
Then that we're all 3 going to play together is exciting.
It's going to be some intense bdsm play at hand.

The more sex I have the more sex I want to have?
How do you get things done when you go down of these rabbit holes?

Black knee highs.
Black underwear around my ankles.
Post orgasm wind down.

Would anyone be interested in helping me figure out how to host a server for longer writing, which can also house several different writers with their own subdomains.
Kind of like how write.as has set up? looked at their model recently it looks interesting, can anyone set up their own in a similar way?