Bonny Read @BonnyRead@lewd.town

I want to write about a thing, but I think I'm waiting until tomorrow?

I'll tell you things, about me, about the kind of sex I like. I'll tell you that I love all sizes of penises, because I find different enjoyable things to do with them.
I will be open about these things, but I will still ask you to not tell me or hint or joke about the size of your penis.
Does this really make me a hypocrite? Why is that the first thing you reach for, instead of figuring out where we lapsed in communication, when you've told me how important it is?

Let me see it in a situation where I can do things with it. When I can figure out what I want to do with it, and do it right there and then.
Size really doesn't matter to me. I'll love your cock either way, and I'll let you know how much I love it.
Just leave me that surprise for when we're together, when I can take it in my mouth and feel how it fits for me.
Leave me that one secret, a package to open, a present just for me in that moment.

I don't want to know if you have a big dick or not, because I feel like it's one of the few things I want to keep as a surprise 😲 for when I get to take your pants off.
Let me have this one surprise at the beginning of our relationship, let me open that package and take in what I see and figure out what I can do with it.

Why don't I want to know what to expect? Well, that's the thing it's kind of subjective isn't it? If this guy is trying to get me by telling me how big his dick is, instead of charming me in other ways then what's the point?
When it comes up, because it often does as soon as you get a little bit raunchy and sometimes without that too. Often veiled as jokes. I don't think it's the problem that one guy does this, the problem is that it is recurring. With so many

Rant incoming!
What is it about men and their penises? I have a silent rule, which I try to not talk about unless I have to. Maybe it should be a non-silent rule, to make sure people know immediately, but I don't want to ruin the magic I guess?
The rule is "I don't want to know if your penis is big or small". It tends to only be men who think they grew a big one that says anything, and it's definitely not everyone who do.

Telling your partner that you want and need to have sex with them again when you see them.
😍
Is so hot to let them know that you desire them while you're apart.

Self love is healthy. 😚

You're an ex for a reason.
And I'm pretty proud that I see right through you and remember what you say now.
You can't gaslight me anymore. You think you're in power over me, but you're not.
This is so entertaining.

I need to get off.

So I'm thinking I don't want to be nice tomorrow if he gets back in touch...

Because this kind of radio silence bullshit is not welcome.

Maybe it's just a Big Mood.

The interesting thing about finding those old texts, is the realization that the Bonny then and now have completely different voices.
That said, I haven't actually put a lot of thought into my current voice yet, but I probably should, shouldn't I?