This one was short (12 min?), but didn’t have an awakener. Which I might need in the future because I had no interest in coming out of the trance. Who knows how long it was but it felt like at least 10 min of laying there feeling absolutely uninterested in moving any of my limbs or thinking about anything. There wasn’t any focus on heavy/immobile limbs but I couldn’t move my arms anyway. I tried towards the end.
Well, maybe I could have, but I was told to go deeper. I wasn’t told to move.
I have been REALLY into hypnosis via audio file. At least once a day since I discovered it. I listened to this tonight https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildaudio/comments/a1jgru/f4a_deeper_into_pleasure/?st=JQVRY269&sh=98672974
I love that I’m learning to become more susceptible. I was already falling before the countdown, which came early on. It’s like meditation except way better because my mind goes blank (instead of focusing on my breath/myself when I do mindfulness meditation).
And shibby/Domina’s light femdom/praising is wonderful. It eases all my thoughts.
fuckkkk I just need to make out with somebody right now
hnnng this is the best my plug has ever felt
kinda whining but it turns into thanks
I wish I had people to talk to.
And I do, but not in the way that I want?
I briefly considered venting here, for instance, but I like having a place where I’m relatively anonymous. Where absolutely everything about me is a blank slate. I can be anything.
And I couldn’t say anything I say here to anyone I know. Even the sex positive people. I would feel uncomfortable! But none of you know me. That’s wonderful. (And we can get closer! But not personal.)
Though if someone named Bree wants to own me...
(That last CW is supposed to be “breed”)
So that wasn’t really going down at all but it still felt nice. I try to meditate for five minutes a day but lately my mind has been racing. This was just... shut off.
(And yes, I know about awakeners. Might need to download one.)
I eventually decided I should open my eyes, even though I didn’t want to. I REALLY didn’t want to. And... I couldn’t. They fluttered and snapped shut. Eventually I was able to open them but even as I type this I just reeeeally want to go in again. And I think I’m going to, for five minutes.
But I just saw a post u/kinkyshibby made with a reference to a spiral generator, and I loaded one (with brief flashes of text too.
I felt like I was sinking into the image, and my eyelids started to close. They fluttered. I didn’t know they actually did that. And then I was calm. Still aware of my surroundings (wishing I could shut them out more) but definitely... in some shallow layer of trance.
Hooooly shit I’ve found it, my Thing above all Things
(which should have been obvious as I’ve known hypnosis made me feel Funny from an early age)
I haven’t even really done anything erotic yet. Last night I listened to the esuccubus Spa track and got very deep. So today I’ve been looking through r/erotichypnosis trying to find something short, and not really finding anything suitable (also, I may be working from home, but I’m still working).
me @ furry dom(me)s
(make me give in now)
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